HOW?

How can I tell you that I miss you? How can I say that I always wanted to be with you? How can I show you that you are so important to me? Would you mind to please tell me how? I am always thinking of you. Starting that day you leave me clueless without any words or good bye from you. That day that I am so excited because I have lots of things to share to you. But where are you now? Why did you have to leave me all of a sudden? I remember the moments we shared together. The laughters, the sadness, the exchanging of food we have and even talking and doing crazy stupid things. Oh! Of course I will not forget! Remember the selfies we have after our PE class? Selfie here, selfie there, and our “photo studio” was the stage at the SCH gym. I really miss you. I miss your shoulder that was always there for me to cry and to lean on. I miss the times when we were always together talking about KPop thingies. I even miss your line to me; “Bes may gawa ka na sa Math?”. I actually miss everything about us, especially that we have the same level of thinking and immaturity. Where are you? I’ve been trying to reach out to you. I did messaging you but I didn’t get any response from you. Your social media accounts are all deactivated. How can I know if you are doing fine? How can I communicate with you my super amazing friend? I miss you, Bes Yermo.

Life is completely boring without my crazy friends. Best Friends means different things to different people. Some insist that you can have only one best friend. Others assert that they have best friends for different aspects of their personalities. Whatever the precise definition, your best friend is the person who gets you. They understand who you are and what you are saying. The greatest distance cannot separate best friends. You will always feel a kinship with them, and be able to instantly continue the friendship even after not talking for many years. Having this two friends of mine; Airene and Nicole is one of the precious gifts God gave to me.

Moving On…

I remember the day that you let go of me,
You stop holdings my hands like you used to be.
Thousands of questions are running in my mind,
Seeing you walk away makes me wish to be blind.

From that very moment everything became blurry,
My tears started to fall and i felt so empty.
Suddenly our precious memories started flashing back,
Ting! Time’s up we’re over in the clock.

Every night i used to cry a gallon of tears,
Hugging my knees crying silently that no one hears.
To hold on or to move on what should i do?
Hey boy would you mind to give me a clue?

Accept the reality and stop living in a lie,
I think it’s time for a bitter sweet goodbye.
Gonna wipe out my tears taking a deep sigh,
Don’t worry it’s the last time that i will cry.